Leaving the Fold
April adorsey@netusa1.net
Sun, 2 Aug 1998 14:14:52 -0600 (00902106892, 199808021841.OAA23678@gatem02.netusa1.net)
Morton
>
> I now know where I ran into your name. I read your story in Babinski's
> book, Leaving the Fold. While we may have many disagreements about the
> Flood, the Bible etc, our life experiences have traveled at least partway
> down similar paths. And I am sure that we can agree that much of
christian
> scholarship is very very bad. As a geoscientist I couldn't find a
scenario
> for the Flood that fit into the Scriptural account. And like you, I had
> come to believe that there was no answer to the problems of the Flood.
The
> discrepancies were not easily solved, and simply couldn't be solved in
the
> framework of YECism. And the normal theistic evolutionary position which
> highly allegorized Genesis made no sense to me. Why believe that which
you
> know can't be true. One can believe that which MIGHT be true but not
that
> which can't be true. I came within an inch of becoming an atheist when I
> stumbled into the views I know hold.
>
> So, presently I can't answer all the problems or difficulties in the
Bible,
> but I was able to answer to my satisfaction, the problem that most bugged
> me--the flood.
> glenn
>
April
So you're not an inerrantist, then? Matt brought you here under false
pretenses - this is a bible errancy list. We can now all turn to Matt and
say "See? I told you so. Biblical flood problems CANNOT be solved knowing
modern scientific principles."
On a more personal level, I, like you, tried very desperately to stay a
Christian as my education in science developed. I made rationalization
after rationalization, trying to reconcile the known from the absurd. I
changed denominations and even religions (exploring Judaism and Hinduism)
before coming to the very regretful (I thought at the time) decision that
no evidence for a personal god existed. The interesting thing is, once I
renounced belief in a deity (which is a very difficult thing to do - no
doubt about it!) life became so much better. Things that hadn't had
answers before, now did. Why did the minister's family's van catch fire
and kill 5 of their 8 kids? Because the engine exploded. Why didn't god
save them? No longer a problem.
I urge you to continue to test your beliefs with the facts of life that you
know are true. You're on the right road - once you start saying "Well, the
bible says a global flood, but I know that never happened, so I'll just
consider it meant a local one..." it's not very hard to get to "people
don't rise from the dead, and, considering that there were lots of
"supposed" dead-risers among the religions of those people at the time, is
there any reason to believe one story when I don't believe the rest?"
Read books. I'll recommend my favorite "The Final Superstition" by Joseph
Daleiden ($28 post-paid from the author - email me privately), but there
are a lot of others. You're a scientist - apply your scientific talents
and the discipline of the field to religious claims just as you would to
other ones.
Good luck!
April