Till: logical argument

Farrell Till jftill@midwest.net
Tue, 17 Feb 1998 11:49:43 -0800 (00887766583, 2.2.32.19980217194943.006db2fc@midwest.net)


At 11:29 AM 2/16/98 -0600, Walter Nusbaum wrote:

>Farrel,
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>I may have been given false information, but from what I heard, you became
real bitter when no one would support you in your overseas mission work years ago...this began your animosity towards the faith. Is this correct? Also, you keep asking for a logical argument...I gave you one a year ago, and you wormed your way around it, holding to the most untenable views. I will give it again, and I would like to see if you could make it more clear for me.
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>1) Whatever begins to exist, has a cause.
>2) The universe began to exist.
>3) Therefore the universe had a cause.
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>If I recall, you proposed the eternal nature of the universe...that's how
you got out of number two, however, what did you do with number one?
>
TILL I have explained to you many times that I will not engage in private e-mail discussions with anyone, because they will involve more time than I have to invest in writing postings that will be seen by just one person. In your case, I won't even engage in discussions with you on the list for reasons that I will mention later. Since you have brought up rumors that circulate in the Church of Christ about me, I am going to respond to them on the list. Since the Church of Christ has no missionary organization, every preacher who wants to be a missionary must assume the responsibility of finding congregations who will provide financial support. Sometimes it is very difficult to do this, but in my case no special hardships were encountered. When I first went to France, I was supported by the Church of Christ in Kennett, Missouri, and other congregations in the area who assisted this church through their contributions. This support was obtained by writing letters to churches to inform them of my desire to be a missionary and then going to speak about my plans. I spent two years in France under the support of this church and returned home when I was injured rather severely in an automobile crash in Metz, France. When I returned to France, I was supported by the Church of Christ in Vicksburg, Mississippi, which was assisted in its sponsorship by some of the same churches that had helped me before. I spent three years there the second time, and I returned home at my request because I had begun to experience serious doubts about the Bible. This rumor you mentioned is being circulated by Jerry McDonald, who was probably no older than 10, if even that old, when I returned from France the second and last time, so he could have no personal knowledge of my missionary activities. He bases this claim on a couple of articles that I wrote for *The Firm Foundation* (a Church-of-Christ paper) in which I criticized the Church of Christ for its poor record in missionary work and for the difficulty that it imposes on missionaries, who have to spend so much time raising funds for their work. The intention of the articles was to try to shame this church into increasing its support of missionary work in general, but it had nothing to do with my decision to quit the church, a decision that was based on problems of contradictions, inconsistencies, and absurdities I had found in my biblical studies. In other words, I had become convinced that I had been sold a bill of goods about the Bible that I had learned was not true. When I returned to France the second time, I learned that an American missionary had gone to France with practically no support at all but had gone on "faith" that the support would be forthcoming. I learned that he and his family were practically destitute, so I wrote letters and published articles about his situation in which I tried to drive home the point that this was a deplorable situation to have in a church that claimed to be THE church. McDonald may have found some of those articles too, but anything I said in them was said not on my own behalf but in order to secure support for the other missionary. A couple of months later, this missionary traveled about 80 miles to see me and to thank me for my efforts on his behalf. My efforts had secured him the financial support he had needed. So you see, I was actually able to secure support not only for myself but for another missionary too. I might just tell you that you should be suspicious of anything that Jerry McDonald may say about me. Those who were on this list when he was a member of it and who were on his list when he kicked me off know that the man hates me. I honestly believe that his hatred of me is rooted in the embarrassment that I have caused him in debates that we have had. By the way, have you not heard the other rumor about me, which claims that I was brought home from France because I was caught stealing missionary funds? I traced this one back to H. A. Dobbs whom I had debated on the issue of biblical prophecy. Anyone who will watch the tapes of that debate will easily see why Dobbs would be interested in defaming me. At my debate with Jerry Moffitt in Portland, TX, in 1993, one of the lectureship panelists talked to me about this rumor and told me that when he first heard it, he had remarked, "What missionary funds?" This fellow had once been a missionary to Japan, and so he knew that it was highly unlikely that I would have had access to "missionary funds" that I could steal. All such rumors as these have been circulated by those who want to discredit a former preacher that they have been unable to discredit in public debate. I'm an embarrassment to them, and so they have to try to explain me in some way other than just admit that I left them because of intellectual reasons. As for your syllogism, I will tell you what I have already told you. I do not intend to invest time in discussions with you, because in the past I have spent hours developing and posting arguments to you that you ignored. The last time I did this, I even secured a promise from you that if I would take the time to send my arguments, you would respond to them. I did, and you didn't. You left the list for months and just recently came back. I have three files in excess of 60K that I am now working to respond to. One of them was sent by a Bible professor at a Baptist seminary, and another was posted on a web site in response to articles I have written. Attending to these as they should be attended to will take a lot of time, so I will not engage in internet discussions with those who have demonstrated in the past that they will cut and run when the going gets too rough for them. This is why I am presently ignoring all of Matt Bell's postings. He made the claim that what the Bible requires for salvation is "crystal clear," but I had gathered from other postings from him that he did not believe that baptism is essential for salvation. He agreed to debate this subject with me, and in my honest opinion, I pinned him to the wall on it. He left the list without ever responding to many of my postings, and now he has come back as if nothing has happened and everyone has forgotten how he ran out on the other discussion. Yes, I know, you and Matt both will probably plead that you were so busy that you just had to take time off, but I'm busy too. All I know is that you both made promises that you didn't keep. Why should I think anything would be different this time? I noticed in the menu window that you have sent other postings to me, so I hope you will understand why I am not going to open them. Farrell Till Skepticism, Inc. jftill@midwest.net