'Sincere' seekers (for Ron)

K & L Hobbs lhobbs@wesleyan.edu
Tue, 15 Sep 1998 08:24:06 -0400 (00905880246, 3.0.3.32.19980915082406.006ae214@mail.wesleyan.edu)



>> RON
>> I think God
>> rewards the efforts of sincere seekers, even those of non-Christian
>> religions.
>
>BRYCE
> Oh really? And on what basis do you believe that God rewards
>sincere seekers? If I claimed that I went through a very real, very
>heartbreaking search, before coming to my current beliefs, then on
>what basis would you deny the factuality of this statement?
HOBBS That claim is certainly true for me. I used to be a fervent born-again Christian, but I took too seriously the biblical instruction to love God with all my mind as well as my heart, and to test everything and hold on to that which is good. I sincerely and undoubtingly believed that all truth is God's truth, and that I could therefore be unafraid to face any questions, and as long as I examined them carefully and prayerfully, the answers would lead me to God. But when I examined Christianity, and theism, thoroughly and honestly, I found many problems with my previous beliefs. So many that I found that I had to reject Christianity, and theism, in any form. I would have had to sacrifice too much intellectual and moral integrity to remain a Christian and a theist. If you are interested in more details, I can send you a copy of my "extimony" which I have sent to the list before. Ron, when you insist that atheists can't really be atheists and that we must really believe in God, it is just more evidence to us that you don't know what you're talking about and that you won't allow yourself to face these issues honestly. If your worldview cannot allow for the possibility of people who really don't believe in a god, then your worldview is inadequate to account for reality. I really don't believe that there is a theistic god. Do you think that all the fervent anti-communists throughout this century deep down really believed in Marx's dialectical materialism, and that they spent all that time and effort to fight communists because they were afraid of the truth of communism? Or do you think that they realized that communism was a bankrupt system and philosophy, and that therefore communists, those who believed in the bankrupt system, were potentially quite dangerous to the rest of society? Don't you think that maybe those of us who confront the absurdities of Christianity can really believe that there is no god and therefore consider those who want to cram their god dowm others' throats to be potentially dangerous and thus worth our while to confront?